If you ask me I know I'll lie
Because the uncertainty must someday die
I'm unloyal and unsure
The words are true

But I want it all
I want the summer and the fall

I want my systems of belief
I want the torture and relief

I want to know that it will end
But then I want it all again

Why do I crave the pain?
The sleepless nights of starved refrain
The melancholy and sustain
But for you it seems worth it

I've never been one to moan
Over spilled milk I never owned

And while the clouds encompass the sky
My words get better to describe
This fucking limbo that I'm swimming in
And the water seeping into my skin