It started off as a tiny candle flame...
Something strange happened between us and I can't react
And now everything we love has been burnt

I'm hurting everyone around me

I can't talk to anyone.

The flame keeps catching more trees.

I blamed you for the fire
But didn't realize I was the one holding the lighter
You poured the gasoline but I'm the one that lit it up.

You know what you do, how you do it. You drive me mad because you know you can.
Impulsive, and I can see it's gotten you in trouble before. She feels fully with every inch but has it under control. So much control, when she does act  it's frightening

She carved the same design on me as she did on that little piece of wood. Something between a flower and a fruit. I was the blooming color. The brilliant tones of peach and navy. The ones that made her skin stand out and her lips seem redder and her eyes bigger. You saw me through those intense gazes, but not as someone you wanted to seduce. No, it was more than that. You wanted to create me. I was fresh, maleable, ready. I was your music in action.

If you ask me I know I'll lie
Because the uncertainty must someday die
I'm unloyal and unsure
The words are true

But I want it all
I want the summer and the fall

I want my systems of belief
I want the torture and relief

I want to know that it will end
But then I want it all again

Why do I crave the pain?
The sleepless nights of starved refrain
The melancholy and sustain
But for you it seems worth it

I've never been one to moan
Over spilled milk I never owned

And while the clouds encompass the sky
My words get better to describe
This fucking limbo that I'm swimming in
And the water seeping into my skin

Don't tell me that it's love
Just pretend that I'm not there
Cuz you're making it harder for me
To make believe that I don't care

The stars align in your eyes
When you look at me
As much as I hold back
You're the only thing I see

When day turns into night
It's harder to hide it

This odd diversity of misery and joy

Always for you but never yours

It's me. I'm the one that exists with a trail. I'm the hurricane. The one that changes the landscape I step on and breaks trees at their  root. The one that leaves bruises on skin I touch.

New Moon

New moon
Don't tell me you're there because I can't see you
And what good does that do?